3 fears come to 1: Numbness

“It was no longer her absence that wounded me, but my growing indifference to it. Forgetting, however calming, was also a reminder of infidelity to what I had at one time held so dear.” (On Love – Alain de Botton)

The biggest fear

Of a romantic lover

Numbness of her heart

Like a blank page

Absolutely nothing

It has been going on for days.

Numbness of her heart

She regrets the days she felt pain

A blank page

Is never funny.


The biggest fear

Of a cerebral lover

Absence of communication

Between her brain and her heart

Splitting of command

Rupture of connection

Between her brain and her heart

The brain keeps on ordering: “Stay in love for God’s sake¨”

The heart: “I try to. But I don’t feel anything. I am numb.”


The biggest fear

Of a sensual lover

Insensitivity of her skin

Loss of desires

Numbness of her heart

Turns her body

Into wood


Artists of love

Heaven exists on earth. Indisputable.

Make love to the person you love than more yourself

With Bach music

Make love to the person you trust more than yourself

Let him guide you

Let him teach you

Trust him more

Limitless explorations

Blossomed senses

Flesh is not weak

Lust is nothing

Multiplied vertigos

You look back

Those insignificant one-night stands

There, passive and sad flesh

You look at him now

Blissful and grateful

Now you know

The taste of heaven